会社勤めの生活は楽だった。
楽しくはないが、楽だった。
ずっと一人で生きてきた後で、集団に入ってみると、その居心地(いごこち)の良さ、安楽さに驚くのである。一人の時は、朝目覚めて寝るまで「何をすべきか」という判断、決定を自分でしなければならない。つまり、それを「自由」というのだが、実力のない者には自由は重すぎる。一日中、選択(せんたく)と決断をし、その結果を自分一人でひき受けねばならない。
(野田知佑『旅へー新・放浪記1』による)
AI translation, cross-checked between two models.
Life as a company employee was easy.
It was not enjoyable, but it was easy.
After living alone for a long time, I was surprised, upon joining a group, by how comfortable and easy it felt to be there. When I was alone, from the moment I woke up in the morning until I went to bed, I had to make my own judgments and decisions about “what I should do.” In other words, that is what is called “freedom,” but for someone without sufficient ability, freedom is too heavy a burden. All day long, one has to make choices and decisions and then bear the consequences alone.
(Based on Noda Tomosuke, On the Road — New Wanderings 1)
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