勝負を続けている限りは、負けは確定しない。勝ったり負けたりしながら、人生は続いていく。ただ、勝負を続けていくうちにだんだん勝負勘はっいてくるし、くだらない失敗はしなくなってくる。スキル(注1)が上がってくるからだ。
映画の話で言えば、僕は映画制作のシステムそのものに、大負けをしない仕掛けを組み込んだ。それは、①「他人と仕事する」ということだ。他人という客観性を映画制作の現場に持ち込めば、独りよがり(注2)な作品に突っ走ることを彼らが防いでくれる。それに僕は優秀なやつとしか組まないから、僕一人で何も考えるずっと映画の質は高くなるのだ。
勝負を続けていると、思わぬ成果が飛び込んでくることがある。かつて負けたと思い込んでいた勝負に、後になって勝ってしまうことがあるのだ。僕の例で言えば、愚直(注3)に映画を撮り続けて、ある程度の評価を得るうちに、かつてボロクソに言われた(注4)作品に光が当たり、再評価されるようなこともある。(中略)
だから②絶対に勝負を諦めてはいけない。ただし、常勝を狙うのは禁物だ。勝負をしなければ勝つことはできないが、必ず勝とう、絶対に失敗しないようにしようと意気込んだら、緊張感や気負いや、そんな余計なものを背負い込んで結果的に負けてしまう。
(押井守『凡人として生きるということ』による)
(注1)スキル:技術。
(注2)独りよがり:ここでは、自己満足の。
(注3)愚直に:ここでは、まじめに、こつこつと。
(注4)ボロクソに言われる:ここでは、ひどい評価を受ける。
AI translation, cross-checked between two models.
As long as you keep competing, defeat is never final. Life goes on as we win some and lose some. But as you keep competing, you gradually develop a better instinct for the game and stop making foolish mistakes. That is because your skills improve.(注1)
Speaking of filmmaking, I built into the filmmaking system itself a mechanism designed to prevent a major defeat. That mechanism is ①“working with other people.” By bringing the objectivity of other people into the filmmaking process, they can prevent me from charging ahead with a self-indulgent film.(注2) Besides, I work only with highly capable people, so the quality of the film becomes far higher than if I were to think through everything by myself.
If you keep competing, unexpected results sometimes fall into your lap. Sometimes a contest that you once believed you had lost turns out, later on, to have become a victory. In my own case, as I kept steadily making films and gained a certain degree of recognition, some works that had once been savagely criticized later came back into the spotlight and were reevaluated.(注3)(注4) (Omitted)
That is why ②you must never give up the contest. However, trying to win every single time is something to avoid. You cannot win unless you compete, but if you become too determined to win at all costs and never fail, you burden yourself with unnecessary things such as tension and excessive pressure, and end up losing as a result.
(From Oshii Mamoru, “Living as an Ordinary Person”)
(Note 1) スキル: skill
(Note 2) 独りよがり: here, self-satisfied or self-indulgent
(Note 3) 愚直に: here, earnestly and steadily
(Note 4) ボロクソに言われる: here, to receive extremely harsh criticism
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